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Sofa-Bed Room, Inderpuri
New Delhi, India
A post after more than a month. This was supposed to be a daily-routine-typing journal. What happened!? I'm diseased. Suffering from an illness. It weakens the mind, slows down the body, makes eyes droopy, demotivates. Laziness. That's what I suffer from. A sin - sloth. Isn't it? I really hate myself for it. It slows me down. It slows my mind, my movement, my whole life becomes one boring crawling nightmare.
I have a task at hand and instead of doing that task and finishing it in time, I will sit and procrastinate. Think of tons of other things, watch videos, listen to songs, read other things and FUCKING FACEBOOK. The task that takes me half-one hour to complete, takes up a whole day. Zero efficiency. Lethargy becomes king and I become fat and grumpy.
ok. About Dadi. Nothing happening on that end as well. Haven't written anything or shot anything or thought about it in a while. Becoming disillusioned with the feature film concept. I don't have a story. No drama. I need questions. I need to get her to speak. I need to shoot her properly. Lets sequence the events of her life. Make a rough format of questions. And interview her. I will leave my camera and audio recorder on at all times. Record every single movement of hers. For a week? Two weeks? Then sit and edit. Think that is the only way to make it work. I'm tired. So very tired.
Sofa-Bed Room, Inderpuri
New Delhi, India
A post after more than a month. This was supposed to be a daily-routine-typing journal. What happened!? I'm diseased. Suffering from an illness. It weakens the mind, slows down the body, makes eyes droopy, demotivates. Laziness. That's what I suffer from. A sin - sloth. Isn't it? I really hate myself for it. It slows me down. It slows my mind, my movement, my whole life becomes one boring crawling nightmare.
I have a task at hand and instead of doing that task and finishing it in time, I will sit and procrastinate. Think of tons of other things, watch videos, listen to songs, read other things and FUCKING FACEBOOK. The task that takes me half-one hour to complete, takes up a whole day. Zero efficiency. Lethargy becomes king and I become fat and grumpy.
ok. About Dadi. Nothing happening on that end as well. Haven't written anything or shot anything or thought about it in a while. Becoming disillusioned with the feature film concept. I don't have a story. No drama. I need questions. I need to get her to speak. I need to shoot her properly. Lets sequence the events of her life. Make a rough format of questions. And interview her. I will leave my camera and audio recorder on at all times. Record every single movement of hers. For a week? Two weeks? Then sit and edit. Think that is the only way to make it work. I'm tired. So very tired.
